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Solitude

Those who say life is nothing without people never actually tasted the power of being in solitude. it's not a nightmare. solitude comes with great responsibility and being alone isn't easy but those who master it never wants to be with someone again. solitude helps you to grow it helps you to know more about yourself being alone is better than being with people who doesn't let you have your mental peace. mental peace over everything. Solitude makes you feel stronger and it makes you be better. Solitude helps you to groom yourself into a person who isn't afraid of anything. Happiness comes from within. You deserve friends but being with people who doesn't help you grow aren't worth it.
If you are here you must be very close to me otherwise no one knows about this and no one has ever noticed it.  So thankyou for all your love❤️ 

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यह दुनिया बड़ी ज़ालिम है । यह किसी की नहीं होती और सबको अपना बना लेती है। सब यहां इस ज़ालिम दुनिया के गुलाम बन चुके है। इंसान जितने सबक यहां ज़िन्दगी से सीखता है उतने किसी किताब में भी नहीं मिलते। यहां लोग ना किसी का ग़म बांट सकते है ना किसी को खुश देख सकते है। यहां दोस्त दोस्त का नहीं है और प्यार प्यार का नहीं है। इस दुनिया में अगर कुछ तय है तो वो है बदलाव। यहां इंसान भी बदल जाते है और हालात भी। यहां बदलाव के अलावा कुछ तय नहीं है ना किसी का साथ, ना किसी की बात और ना दिन के बाद आने वाली रात। ऐसी ज़िन्दगी से तो मौत ही अच्छी, निभाती यारी बिल्कुल सच्ची यहां जीयें कैसे है कईं झोल, बोलें ना सीधा बातें घुमाते है गोल दिल रहता यहां बिल्कुल अकेला, भले दिखे यहां लोगों का मेला। इंसान यहां ना घर का है ना बाहर का हुआ, जैसे धोबी का कुत्ता ना घाट का हुआ। देता है यहां हर कोई ज्ञान, बोले जैसे खुद ही भगवान यह दीवारों पे टंगी तस्वीरें पुरानी, चाहते नहीं यह यादें दोहरानी ग़म बेचें यहां देके गुलाब, सबने पहना यहां चेहरे पे नक़ाब। चेहरा दिखता है एक पर होते हैं दो। देख दूसरे को खुश यहां लोग देते है रो। ज़ालिम...

What Life Did (Birth)

Well we all have faced a lot of issues/problems in our lives but all of us doesn't know how to fight them? I tried to fight them but i got stuck in these issues.  Issues got resolved, people were forgiven but i never forgot any of those memories. They still haunt me for the first scenario what happened with me was birth. Since birth I've been going through things which i don't know if anyone else had i was born with such a brilliant fit body as a child. Just because i think i have to tackle a lot of things i got each and every kind of disease a child can have back then when i was an infant. I was mortal so everyone was worried but i passed that phase my people told me all of this I don't know what it was. But only thing i ever feel in my life is pain whereever i go or whatever i do i feel this torturing feeling deep in my bones which shatter my soul and break my mind. This pain is my best friend and worst enemy. All those scars which i have on my body since birth gives ...
This pain never ends. It's all in my head from starting. I've lost people I've lost love I've lost respect. Everything is at stake there and no one will leave a chance to let you down. Stay put and stand tall  You got yourself.

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 Hi I don't know why am I doing this but I guess it will work out and it will help me ease out my pain.  Things are not easy for me here if you are reading this I am happy.